>>109405703It really sucks because in the end, not everyone's gonna make it.
I was lucky in that my oshi actually grew into a bit of a big shot, but I had no idea how special she'd be at the time.
What really sad is finding similar sparks in other girls that my oshi has and thinking, "Oh man they're gonna be great too" only for things to never really work out and they either lose their drive, just never get the opportunity to go big, or something tragic happens and they just lose all momentum if not go backwards.