Good evening. I've been falling behind on streams again because my wife simply moves way too fast for me... my friend who translates for me said I should give her Someone stream a try, he said I'd really like it and I can see exactly why he did. Chihaya is such a fundamentally kind person... some holos dislike being emotional on stream because they'd rather keep things fun and light (which isn't wrong to do) but Chihaya let herself be vulnerable during that game. It's extremely intense on all levels and is a look into dementia. Naturally it's a tough game to sit through but Chihaya is very strong. Hearing her cry made me cry and it made me want to hug her tight and ease her pain. It sort of gets you on an instinctual level doesn't it? That need to take away the hurt from someone you truly care about. Chihaya feels very deeply and I want to make sure she feels as many happy feelings as she can. Her smile and her laugh and her joy gives me so much life and energy. I guess watching this stream made me appreciate that all the more. I wish I could shine happiness into her life the way she does each and every day for mine. I love seeing her happy.

That got really off topic didn't it? I couldn't help but think about all these things while watching. I'm sorry. The Febuarary Stakes is airing right now so I'm about to watch that. Let's all do our best and let's all smile today. I love you so much, Chihaya.