>You will never be Kiara's unplanned child
>She will never give birth to you despite people's protests out of her own sense of pride
>She will never spend the first year of your life caring for you as her perfect miracle
>You will never be slowly cast aside as she realises she needs to return to her stream to farm gatchikois
>You will never go hungry in the evenings, waiting for Kiara to finish reading the 50th "I love you!!" superchat from "KFP high imperator of the 5th reich"
>You will never spend a cold evening nursing your wounds after interrupting an unarchived karaoke stream and getting punished for distracting "mommy and her friends"
>You will never wait up to clean up the mess when Kiara returns from an off collab, hearing the muffled shouts about how much they love her
>You will never accompany her to Japan for "a business meeting", being forced to sit quietly in a small office while you hear her dancing and chattering away in a language she never taught you
>You will never be left behind with one of "mommy's work friends" for a day, feeling your body treated with such care that you'd never expect from your own mother
>You will never be left behind, alone in a foreign country, while Kiara returns home to make sure she can take part in the next Usaken Minecraft collaboration
