>>11508410- she was already stressed and anxious because the work involved with her birthday projects and because Aloe's debut anniversary was around the same time frame.
- what kicked it over into full panic attack mode though was having one of the producers for an original song she had commissioned demand more money for his work after learning that she had hired a manager. the price they originally agreed on was for her as an independent artist - not someone whose managed.
- she was hospitalized for a bit because of it and during that time got a puppy who made her happy because it pooped in perfect swirls. she's diagnosed with aspergers
- since being discharged, she's been doing zatsudans and playing games with members of the Discord and QQ fan communities because she feels there's too much pressure about her birthday plans falling apart
- she's only recently started singing again after not having done so since july and would like to start streaming again regularily
