Seems lot of people talked how some people could be too close to Beatani and stuff but honestly, it's not something to envy at all.
Beatani is far better when you look from a distance, as an artist/creator.
Beatani isn't someone you can truly love, because once you know her she'll stop being worth the trouble.
Why do you think an extroverted creative girl in a band, who had so many experiences, is still single and unmarried at this age? Anyone dating her would realize the mistake that it is in a few days.
She's incredibly materialist, almost superficial. If she's ok with you, she simply saw valuable enough estate, job, education and ability to handle a house. Sure your look doesn't matter much but it's simply because she doesn't really have attraction to men, so even if sometimes you have sex, it'll be disinterested and quick if possible. Of course she doesn't have much time for you between Japanese work hours (she may quit her job to live of your salary, but still spend all day on internet), her vtubing, and her favorite viewers she will talk to more than you (ADHD, need new talking interest more selfish.
She is unpredictable and doesn't care about what you feel at all. You won't know if she decided to randomly go somewhere or just decided to sleep, you will have to follow her sleep schedule to have some kind of shared life. Your thoughts don't matter to her. She doesn't care about you, only about what you can provide, or how she can use you that idea she suddenly got.
If she feels like talking, you have to be here to here to fulfill her current desire or she will just flirt with someone else.
However if (You) wanna talk you better wait for one of her rare moments of pause. She's probably at least 35 in real life and already infertile, she'll start showing sign of aging before you know it.
She doesn't clean or cook, make a mess, always forget everything you tell her, often drunk, can easily act and lie to you, she's a parasite and will make your life hell. Don't fall for her tricks and block her when she tries to talk to you in private. on't let her ruin your life.