>>1170649Past it. You need to experience life in all. There's times where it's appropriate to curl up in a ball and cry for awhile, times where it's appropriate to reflect on your dead friends and dead mother, times where it's appropriate to sit in a dark room and just feel for a bit.
No need to end it all, or deny the light, but we're made to feel all of life, including the worst. You have to integrate the shadow self.