All I want is my fairy tale romance. For once I feel like a woman actually cares about me. It doesn't really matter if it's not "me", because as long as she thinks of chat as a single person, that means I get to hear her talk to "me" like the guy she would do anything to be with. When I stick out, I stick out as a part of that guy, and get treated as such. Yeah it's not the same if she's pretending, I know. But where else do you have real women who are so inherently trusting that they fall in crazy codependent love at first sight?
That's literally all I want from life. I have friends. I've had sex. I have things I want. I have a good job. I don't enjoy most of the usual things. I get coping with life when you can't get what you want by "accepting" it, I really do. But not all of us want to. Some of us wanna find what we want no matter the bizarre requirements needed to have it.
I want nothing more than a woman to love me so much that she not only doesn't guard her heart with me, but was innocent enough to become mine without a single moments hesitation. Because I want to be the same thing for her. I want to be her unwavering love and I want her to be mine.
I don't want a cool, calm, peaceful life. It never attracted me. It never held any value for me. I shouldn't be forced to live a life I don't want to just because you can't handle girls pandering to jealous viewers and accepting some role in some vague relationship to do so. Just accept it, like you've accepted that you'll never be the first choice of a partner in your life. Accept that vtubers pander to a chat that acts like her collective boyfriend. Is that genuinely so hard for you?

tl;dr stop trying to fuck up GFE in vtubing, you literally have the power to stop cringing, why are you like this?