>>12294892For me, it started out as playing along with the joke because I found it amusing to see people over-react. Over time, I found I had at some point unironically began to want to become Lamy.
Now I'm fucked, and it's so bad that I struggle to mentally distinguish myself from Lamy. Whenever people compliment her, I feel happy. When people insult her, it makes me angry or sad as though I've been personally attacked. I can't even masturbate without visualising myself as Lamy getting fucked by Botan.
Just end me now.
