>>12457130Left is Nerine, a swedish vtuber that streams on twitch. She had a past life where she had over 200k subs on youtube. During 2020 her mental health was going down real fast, with stuff like meltdowns over politics on twitter.
At mid 2020 she announced her retirement from youtube and privated all her videos. There's a lot of theories of what happened here, some anons thought she auditioned for HoloEN, others thought she was in a relationship with a guy that destroyed her brand. The official explanation she gave is that a stalker managed to get personal accounts of her she never shared, giving her an anxiety attack and making her private and delete everything.
In her retirement video, she announced a new twitter, Nerines00, where everyone can follow her for whatever plan she has. All in all, she seemed she was gonna stream sporadically and be focused on following a career as a florist.
Since she didn't want to explain why her videos were privated, a lot of fans saw it as a dickish move and started complaining at her and wanting answers of why. Nerine instead of giving a better explanation or ignoring them instead started to sperg out and have menhera attacks. She was so high in her farts that at some point she saw herself as some martyr with stuff like "I'll bring respect to content creators back".
She realised how far she was gone, and announced a break from the internet for mental health reasons. Everyone thought that everything was pretty much over.
Fast forward a few months, she returns as a vtuber with the promise of new content that otherwise wouldn't be possible on her youtube days. She starts to ghost every friend she made during her vtuber days with only Kuma and Mocca remaining. Her streams became hollow. She has no energy, charisma and will to live.
She admits she isn't feeling at all, that's where her depression and anxiety take over her. She starts cancelling streams left and right and this keeps on repeating for the first half of 2021.
In a twitlonger and some tweets, she express loneliness, wanting to have a group of friends to hang out with and to stop being so cold and distant.
She starts to go to a medic. But stream cancellations are still happening.
Close to the anniversary of her ending her career as a youtuber, a thread was made here where anons expressed their annoyance at her actions and how can she be saved. She made a stream where she pretty much adressed to a lot of the things that were talked in that thread. This is where she admits she is afraid of doing new content because she thinks her audience will hate her.
The day after, she unprivated all her old videos and gave the explanation of what happened. She also adressed a particular anon that was really mad at her because he thought she was profiting from her patreon months after she finished her youtuber activities.
She started to take her meds, sometimes she clearly sounds medicated. Expresses once again her desire to have friends. She manages to reconnect with some of her old friends, but not all.
She's currently on the Koopa / Bat / Nina circle but she has trouble even saying hi.
Some stories told by her
>Wanted to get into singing. When her mother asked what she wanted to do, she felt so embarassed she said guitar instead. She followed that lie to the end and failed the test.>Had an anxiety attack going to college, it was so bad she dropped on the first day>Grew up playing yokotaro games>Opened her patreon so she could start living alone. Right now she's living with her parents.>Knew Mocca, that menhera dude that probably got his ass fucked by bongs, in a personal way from years ago. Mocca is pretty much the reason she was in that among us collab with pikameeAs a last thing, don't expect her to talk to you. She wants friends but she wants important and popular friends. If you are not another chuuba, an artist or popular streamer she won't pay attention to you at all
