Why would I care about her loving all of us? She's the perfect collective girlfriend. As long as I get her what do I care about others having her attention? Rather I only care about the impure ones, the cheaters, the ones that don't dedicate their life to her, the ones that defy her, they don't deserve her, they don't deserve to think about her, see her, hear her. But the other devoted members, they can love her. It's like a relationship with a goddess. The one true goddess, all religions and gods are false idols in comparison to her; she may not have godly powers to change the world, but she represents all the virtues of the world and should be worshipped and I love her and everyone worthy should love her properly and make her happy. She is the only thing that matters in this world. I love her I love her I love her I love her. Just being with her is enough. The other members of chat, the other dedicated gachikoi are my fellows. I feel for them, I sympathize with them, I have no problems with them as long as they properly love her. What problem do I have with her giving happiness to thousands of people including me? That's her proper role. She was divined to be the one true love of the world and is fulfilling her role. It's precisely because she cares about everyone, that I love her so much. She's the kindest person in the world. Having her, is the only blessing upon this Earth, and any ability to see her, hear her, and be in her presence of loving us fans is the greatest bliss one could wish for.
>>13165745I will marry Rushia. I don't believe I have a chance. But I will try. If she streams until she literally dies and I'm married to her with the rest of fandeads just through chat forever I'm also completely fine with that.
