>>13635881Let me tell you a story anon, Today I was watching a show, there was this wife and her husband and the wife had stage 4 cancer and was going to die.
I thought to myself "what would I do if I was in a similar situation? Of course I'd leave and never look back because it's too much of a hassle" and you know who came to mind first? My oshi, I thought to myself what if I was married to my oshi and she had to go through a similar situation with a terminal illness? I'd fucking stay with her, help her and love her until she breathes her last breath on this earth and will never remarry ever again.
At that point I really knew that I was in love with my oshi, and to answer your question the only time I'll ever move on is when she graduates and never comes back, at that point I'll throw this whole period behind my back and not look at a single chuuba ever again unless it's a reincarnation of her.
