>>1405395Before Hololive Rushia was working as a part-time waitress/dishwasher at a restaurant aimlessly failing through life. She also has severe asthma that forced her to live in the sticks and preventing her from going to university, resigning her to having no path to progress in life. Hololive was her salvation, so she genuinely and wholeheartedly loves her fans more than anyone, and they reward that love in kind.
Meanwhile Shion never really had that opportunity to fail that makes you truly appreciate what you have. She went from high school straight into Hololive, it's the only job she's ever had. The realization she missed out on the "normal" experience her peers have of going to university and progressing through the workforce like all wageslaves probably makes her feel left out when interacting with friends. For someone as young as her that kinda thing probably gives her anxiety over the future and how she won't have any path forward after Hololive is over because she never finished school or built work connections to pad her resume.
She's failing to appreciate what she has, while haunted by what she's missing out on. It's obviously dumb because she makes enough money as a vtuber to permanently retire after it's over, but someone as young as her will be guided by emotions and a desire to fit in more than logical reasoning.
