>>13964533I know you are schizoposting but please do not forget one day you will die.
Think of it very carefully. While you are wasting your precious time being miserable here, the day of your demise comes closer. Today, tomorrow, someday. Most people don't realize this very simple fact, and that's how we can live. But now I am forcing you to think about it. Now please tell me, if you knew for a fact that the chances of you dying were really high, and that it might happen in less than a year... will you give a damn about what (you), a random schizo on an anonymous board, feels?
DO NOT FOR A SECOND FORGET YOU WILL DIE
THINK ABOUT IT
DONT RUN AWAY FROM THIS
You probably, like many schizos, toy with the idea of killing yourself. You think you don't care if you live or you die. But you do, you fear death. This is why you haven't done it, isn't it? This is why you are right now trying not to think about it. THINK ABOUT IT .See how your macho bravado is banished in the face of death. How your mischievous laughter turns into tears. You will die. Everyone you love will die. Everything will be erased by the sands of time. All you care about, gone. Even the universe itself will die. You live your silly stupid life in the hope you are never forced to face this fact. Thinking stuff matters. Thinking somehow the inevitable will not happen to you. That death is something that happens to other people.
Did you manage to read this post without considering your own death? Well, Shimada can't. This is why she knows what is important, and (you) aren't one of those things. Now, I do not expect this post to change you. You will keep your schizo ways. Posting, laughing and then going back to your misery. This is good, it will keep you distracted for a bit. But even so, it will not change the fact that you will die, and some part of your head knows it, and it's BEGGING you not to think about it.
So keep posting, keep laughing, keep running from that thought, but I will let you know: death will have the last laugh. The skull is always grinning, and the joke she's laughing about is our lives.
