>>14049443I have a victim mentality.
When I was 20-23, I was taking care of my grandparents because they had alzheimers and that made me drop out of college because it was unbearable to see the two that always took care of me when I was a baby to piss and shit themselves while wandering aimlessly outside the house and for them to scrape at my guts because I would try to put them in the bathtub but they already forgot who I was. I had to always give proper, long, maintenance to my grandfathers swollen legs since he had some sort of heart problem. The smell seeped into my clothes and before I knew it, my friends stopped hanging around with me because I smelled like an old folks home.
I grew to hate my 7 aunts and uncles for not taking responsibility for their own parents.