>>14078538I've seen this in the past but just like she is in real life, her public persona seems to be constantly on the edge of a nervous breakdown. Even then when things start to look good for her, she just starts backpedaling like a crazy person.
I know that feeling when you don't want to be a part of something because you can't be sure if your views are being represented in the right way or not and if that feels like the only way to make yourself feel better by going out into the world and be angry at everyone you are forced to be a part of, or to turn to online communities you want to turn your back to because they seem toxic and full of idiots.
I don't think this feeling is just for her. If she wasn't the most hated Minecraft streamer in the history of the internet, I'm pretty sure we would all have it too. Sometimes it's just easier to turn a frown upside down and hope that people will just go away, or turn away from anything positive and just focus on the negative. Sometimes that's just easier than actually dealing with reality
