[81 / 8 / ?]
Quoted By: >>14132701 >>14132772 >>14132774 >>14132821 >>14132829 >>14132881 >>14132960 >>14133033 >>14133071 >>14133213 >>14133376 >>14133479 >>14133594 >>14133645 >>14133655 >>14133759 >>14133780 >>14133951 >>14134242 >>14134368 >>14134833 >>14136569 >>14140126 >>14140134 >>14140594 >>14140752 >>14141018 >>14141027 >>14141186 >>14145356 >>14145894 >>14146627 >>14146690 >>14146691 >>14146898 >>14150922 >>14150980 >>14151662 >>14151958 >>14160370 >>14166339 >>14168209
I send her messages every chat, I send her superchats every stream. I've not once missed a stream even if it means sacrificing my sleep schedule. 25% of my total income is spent on her. Yet it's never enough.
She reads my superchats when it's time but never actually focuses on any of my messages in them, even the $100+ ones. She NEVER reads my messages in chat. Ever.
I'm so tired of it.. watching her has just got depressing because I know she hates me. I spend so much money and energy but dont feel like I get anything back.. But I can't stop watching her because I love her. What the fuck do I do?
She reads my superchats when it's time but never actually focuses on any of my messages in them, even the $100+ ones. She NEVER reads my messages in chat. Ever.
I'm so tired of it.. watching her has just got depressing because I know she hates me. I spend so much money and energy but dont feel like I get anything back.. But I can't stop watching her because I love her. What the fuck do I do?
