>>14722756I do not put her on a pedestal by simply not viewing her as an object of sex. If I want to get off, I have infinite other options to do so then rubbing one out to the thought of her specifically. Your issue, coomer, is that you must pretend that your oshi likes the idea of you. You view her as your girlfriend, but she isn’t. She’s a random woman you will never meet who most likely cringes at the thought of strange men (you) masturbating to the thought of her. You accomplish nothing by pretending that she will ever appreciate you sexually, and even less by attempting to project that retarded thought process onto me.