>>14798645-Settling into the idea of only having one job (and still overworking herself with freelancing)
-Struggling to balance big aspirations with realistically deliverable content
-Trying to accept the reality that hololive was going to give her more than she ever imagined and she was earning it (for awhile she would brush off everyone saying how talented she was)
-Feeling crushed by all the support she got when she could only compare herself to others and wonder why her
Those first few months really were something. She was totally new to vtubing and regular streaming, she would go to work and then classes and then go to her small apartment to stream. She fell asleep more than once. Seeing it from the beginning to now, it's hard to describe the progress as anything less than incredible.
