>>14837043You should find hobbies you do like and dedicate yourself to those pursuits instead. Being a fan of hating something is not healthy in the long term as you surround yourself with negativity.
You will find yourself trying to find the bad in everything. Seeking out ways to get angry over nothing. Until you've turned it into an artform and the most innocuous thing becames a huge unforgiveable transgression thats sticks in your head for days.
If you do not like Selen my advice is to, at the very least, not watch Selen. And certainly not seek out what polls she's running on her channel so you can get mad she's playing Apex Legends. There are vasty more hours of vtuber content created then hours in the day to watch them all so please use your time better.