>>14862989>do not actually love you or care about youLove is some part emotions of desire and some part actions towards that combined with exclusivity. Rushias behavior is very clearly driven by emotions of desire, her actions very clearly demonstrate that both on-stream and off-stream, and while the "exclusivity" argument is the weakest it is clear when you look at her interactions that in Rushia's mind that she considers her fanbase in a singular sense. How that's possible is not for you or me to really consider since it probably requires a completely different way of perceiving the world but a fact is a fact even if you can't understand why. Now I know that I'm not the same person as every other Fandead, obviously, but that doesn't matter to me really. By standing out in chat as the message or SC or tweet or w/e as the thing she replies, I'm perceived as the person she loves. And knowing I am makes her happy and people like me is what makes her love it in the first place. So I'm a part of what she loves, so I know that that moment of real genuine affection isn't misdirected, just disproportionate. But that doesn't bother her and it doesn't bother me since it since she likes to love and be loved and so do I.
So what's the problem again?
