>>14924252Fallenshadow is extremely hard working and very dedicated to her following (two weeks off when one of her closest family members died) which is why most people say that. She's unstable yes but 50% of hololive is menhera, and she never demonstrates it on stream except for getting a little clingy. I do worry that she's already under too much pressure lately, but she's implied she's supporting her entire family whilst dealing with a big loss and also pumping out nonstop content, so that doesn't surprise me at all. I'm not sure if being Holo would relieve or worsen the pressure.
As for her personality, she's all of those things and also very dedicated, has the most insane sense of humour and can be randomly INCREDIBLY chaotic, whilst also being innocently cute. She's a very skilled artist and actually good at ASMR, and a lot of her viewers, we kind of just agree she has this weird magnetic draw to her that makes you want to protect her and keep her happy. Hard to describe, but lots of people feel it, even first-time viewers. She has a lot of gachikoi and I imagine it's for this reason. (I swear, I see multiple individuals drop 500+ a week)
The collab with silvi was a bit awkward, but I think it was only her second or third collab ever so that doesn't surprise me. Not to mention Silvi doesn't have much going for her, I'm still almost convinced she's just a very dedicated leech trying to take a cut of Shadow's audience. I hope Shadow isn't genuinely attached to her, that might cause issues. IMO it really seems like she's trying to find a replacement for Lily. It's obvious she's not over their friendship and is still upset / missing her.
Collabs are not her strong point at all though, that's zatsudan for sure. She can talk for like 6 hours straight and it doesn't get boring. Games are actually a debuff for her. (600 viewers chatting, 350-400 today?)
Also no, she doesn't have any friends anon, part of her draw is that she is an insane hikkineet who doesn't go outside and has never had a friend .She went on a tangent yesterday about how she had a teacher that sat her alone facing the wall away from the class for a couple years just because she's schizophrenic.
I think she would be a hard hitter in Holo, she's all of these things and the best EN cunny on the market (let's not talk about Kana) It's whether she actually wants to be a part of it IMO, I think she's fully aware of the restrictions and pressure and she might be aware she's not capable of it. She is doing exceptional for an indie and she might want to stay that way. She has talked about being really lonely by herself lately though and has talked about how much she is jealous of the group dynamic even small groups have, so who knows, maybe she really is considering it. That and how much she's pining for Lily plus her family, I really wouldn't be surprised. That said if she goes Holo (it's not a matter of corpo, she does better than every other corporation as an indie) I'll support her, I'm just worried she will lose her creative spark and energy, or become complacent as a lot of HoloEN are. Part of her draw is her unpredictability, and with a corpo threatening her she might not be able to keep up random sexist jokes and calling out twitter constantly. Hololive would be lucky to have her, as long as I'm not totally off (quite sure I'm not) and we don't have another Aloe.
t. Shadowfag twitch watcher I have been giving her $100 every other week since August and I'm not afraid to admit it, I love my little sister wife.
