What do you do if your oshi only do collabs, events and member streams for a whole month? There are some normal game streams like 2 times between those but she only talk to her members even during those streams. I'm kinda sad about this. She usually reply to my chats but not anymore. I think I should just find another oshi. I don't think she even look at my fanart but she does like all her members fanart on twitter. I feel like killing myself if I can't find another oshi.