I member'd to Selen months ago since the idea of a fat gamer tomboy honestly seemed like my dream girl, but I haven't seen any of her streams for months, public or member. I might've overthought how much I actually liked her, or maybe her content got too samey with FPS-horror-FPS-horror-memegame-FPS-horror, I dunno.

I wanna move to someone like Sara Nagare when her membership opens, but I still feel attached to all the good memories I had watching her, back in the golden days of 12-hour Phasmo and Peppa Pig. How do I learn to let go?