>>15286581I have friends to some degree who I met through discord. I have lost a lot of older friendships that had previously lasted for years because I tried talking to them about my issues even after they offered so I keep my distance. If it's a day where I can put on a facade of not being menhera then I'd just avoid much interaction until I could.
>>15287014It's a bit more complex than that. It wasn't a "you're so great, you can do anything", more of her talking about her own flaws & problems and how she got past them by continually working on improving her issues day after day & about breaking out of just feeling stuck & overwhelmed.
I found all of what she said pretty relateable and it helped me feel a lot better & pushed me to go back to actively improving myself instead of just doing my daily routine and spending the rest of my time moping around. I know it's bad to rely on others for motivation, but it lot a fire under my ass and I can recall 2 weeks since 2010 where I felt as good as I have these last few weeks since then.
It's absolutely corny as shit, but it worked for me at least.
>>15289054I don't care a ton about sex. I just want to be loved. I'm decently muscular since I've lifted for years, but all the women who've showed much interest didn't really appeal to me in any way and didn't seem that interesting to be around.