>>15344233Why not? I wanted sex when I was 10. I've seen her, I think she's far from unattractive. This was all a while back too, so she was probably thinner than she would be now. Plying me with gifts and easing me into a position of trust, then beginning to do lewder and lewder things with me, giving me my first adult kiss, letting me feel her breasts and thighs, touching me herself, even sucking me off or letting me put it in her. As long as she didn't whore me out to some dude the only point at which I would ever care or have a negative outcome from this would be if I let society convince me later on down the line that it was all deeply traumatic and I should feel shameful and dirty and disgusted and miserable. If that was not the case it would have been a better outcome than being alone all my life and entirely sexually deprived until my mid to late 20s. That's an even worse recipe for any kind of healthy psychological outcome in a young man than your concerns about Marine grooming me, believe me. I will never be normal. I may have grown up hypersexual having lots of flings as a result of such a thing, but guess what, I'm hypersexual it is only I have intimacy and abandonment issues and can't function around women. Worst case scenario everything I said about intimacy and abandonment issues would have still been true when she tossed me aside but at least I'd have some great memories of my pubescent fling with the office lady that bought me Gameboys.
tl;dr yes I do
