>>15955331Well, you know, there's sort of a lot of things that you can say.
but basically, there's two reasons why it isn't the case,
One: That's just not the truth of what I think was happening.
I mean, I'll tell you, when I talked to you on that day, I was still very much in the grips of my breakdown. I think, at the time, I was just sort of a person where I was very overwhelmed by this new emotion that I was feeling,
and I was just like, "I don't know. I don't know. I don't know what to do. I don't know how to deal with it."
and so yeah, my head was sort of like I just--
I'm really, really sorry. But it was like a state that I was in.
