I've never been able to get into vtubers. I want to, I really do. I want to be like you guys and use them to escape and pretend they're my gf and shit. I just can't get over the fact that they don't actually give a shit about me, or any of you for that matter, they really just care about the money and dopamine those clicks provide. I can never bring myself to watch streams for more than 20 minutes without getting depressed. I try to pretend that they're playing games with me etc. but i just cant cope with the fact that they're playing games for thousands of people and don't care about me or any of the people watching
What do?