>>16702010In her previous Hatoful Boyfriend stream she talked about the romantic appeal of murderous guys and stalkers
In the latest one not so much but a lot of moments of pure pain. Physical and emotional. I don't think she directly said she wanted to an hero but it seemed like that was her headspace. Also this is not the first time for any of this kind of stuff, tons of her other streams are morbid, too.
In any case, the appeal is saviorfagging. Ironically, she told people to not to gosling over her but then she has those moments that drag out your inner saviourfag and before you know it you're Ryan fucking Gosling-ing over a reddit rabbit.