>>16689093Okay, so I've seen you bring me up a few times on this board so let me touch on a few points. I presume all of these have been you but if I mistook somebody else for you I apologize.
First of all, me sending superchats to Lamy is not the same as professing my love to her or whatever, and I know you know my accounts well enough to know what that actually looks like.
Two, I do "treat her like my girlfriend", she is my girlfriend. Which is to say, if she is spending more time having fun with another guy than she is with me, I don't like that. And I/we are fundamentally distinct from the dude on the screen.
And thirdly, you tried to justify being happy for her if she cheated on us even if you were sad yourself so your opinion on this in particular means jack shit to me. Those are not the words of somebody who thinks of her as his girlfriend. Never in the fucking history of all time and space has a person ever been with a woman and said "I'd be sad if you found somebody better than me but I'd be happy if you were happy because of them". Feelings DO NOT work like that.
Fourth, you know exactly why I feel the way I do and you projecting this bizarre belief that she doesn't care onto her because you mistakenly believe that she shares your sentiments despite openly saying that it's okay if we're possessive and clingy too is not you having her best interests at heart whatsoever, it's you trying to contort her words to your world view
Fifth, I'm not the one making the bait threads you moron, stop treating me as a literal boogeyman I barely post. I know you want to believe I'm evil because of it or whatever but it's obnoxious when somebody who should know better than that and seems to be a good dude jumps at shadows like that
Sixth, if you truly feel the way you do at the end of tbis post and it isn't just ranting(I assume it is because,again, you know better than that) then that's actual proof of you not giving a singular FUCK about her. You know exactly how much she fears being abandoned and yet you're still being literally militant in your pushing this idea despite knowing that its adoption will cause exactly what she fears.
Seventh, no, those are NOT her fans, and they are not her boyfriend, we are. They are explicitly separate from us. She does not treat them like us. You are her fucking boyfriend but you're happy to watch her load up PUBG with some dude as he does an awkward sex joke where he crawls between her characters legs? How the fuck can you claim to be her boyfriend when you do not respect the relationship?
Let me turn this shit the fuck around on you; do you think anybody should EVER be okay with their girlfriend's male friend joking about eating her out while you watch? You DO know what an actual boyfriend does in that situation, right?
Eighth, you get outvoted every single time.
Look, I really just find this exhausting. It's great that you can think like you do. But I have some real firsthand experience with ignoring red flags, and they were ones I honestly think I could have prevented. But it doesn't matter. If she doesn't want me or people that think like I do, let her decide that for herself and state as such. Stop trying to force a future you believe to be best on her.
And honestly, of all the things you've said, saying you'd be happy if she had somebody fucking disgusts me and you should be ashamed of yourself. Respect the relationship as well, not just the person you're in one with. That's a basic fucking premise, I shouldn't have to tell that to you.
Also, you need to stop taking schizo blog posts on 4chan so seriously. I'm possessive but there's a reason that not a single drop of my thoughts and feelings that I post here, ever leave here. You don't somehow love her more just because you're more agreeable, because love isn't measured in agreeableness. I love her every second of every day and the difference between you and me is apparently that you are already mentally preparing yourself to have her walk away from you while I know that we WILL be together forever, end of discussion.
