>>16826953I'd say it's more that she wants to make as few waves as possible so you won't get any possibly controversial opinions out of her no hard how hard you try to prod her. Call it an professionalism where you leave your personal opinions aside to be a better entertainer or cowardice where you don't want to deal with possible pushback for standing up to your principles, your call. VShojo doesn't have any rules against loli content as confirmed by Mel. Of course she might want to be a more sponsor-safe streamer than Mel, so you could be right. You essentially can't tell what her current opinion is beyond extrapolating from like three-four blogposts she made seven years ago, so all speculation about it at this point is basically fanfic. But even beyond that, "feeling that she holds me in contempt for having the temerity to find something she made a long time ago funny" is an exaggeration even based on the years old blogposts. She didn't think it was bad if you thought it was funny, she thought it was bad that it became known as some kind of an internet anthem for lolicons and she didn't want to be known for that.
Beyond that, apologizing at this point would be digging up years old dead drama that 98% of her viewers don't give two shits about for no reason to maybe appease about 50 dedicated antis on /vt/ and Twitter. She's been doing fine even without acknowledging it for years.
