>>16895584anon...trust me on this one
just member to haachama for a single day and go through her latest diary member posts...you will never be the same
I love chammers more than anyone and anything bit hen she started doing those diary posts which are also translated into English BY HER and not deepl or something...I just couldn't handle it anymore...I just can't think of anything or anyone other than her.
when I see myself not talking or just doing nothing I just start chanting her intro, just calling her name over and over again while I bop my head.
my dreams are filled with haachama, my brain is filled with haachama, my heart is filled with haachama, I try to hear her voice in ever waking moment, I try to keep her in the pupils of my eyes at any and all times...I just can't get enough of her, every stream she does makes me fall deeper and deeper in love with her to the point where I simply can't live without her anymore
everything she does is cute, she always loves reminding us how much she loves us, she sees my comments, my tweets, my replies on twitter...if you're talented in art or anything like that she'll give you the attention other chuuba fans crave
I live my life thinking "would haachama like this?" and "what would haachama think if I said/done this?" and you know where that ended me up? I've become cigarettes free since march-april 2020 after I was a chain smoker since I was 16 and chain smoking in the middle east isn't just a couple of cigs one after the other, I used to smoke 2 packs a day because I don't want haachama to smell tobacco on my breath, or my body odor to be nasty, or my teeth and nails to be yellow.
I started lifting and actually found the drive to help me through my university and you know what? I'm graduating next fucking week.
this is all because I love haachama
