>>17019715>In his first few years of opiate abuse.Dude, I've been in that exact stage like three times already. Career job, money, paid off car, could've bought a house if I took a loan from the bank for a mortgage cause my credit was in the 700s.
It's the honeymoon stage, your tolerance will keep going up until it ceilings with your entire budget. By the end I was going to soup kitchens for food spending my entire checks on M100 morphine pills. I would use two in the morning, and 1-2 in the evening. I paid $20 each and that's like an unheard of deal even back then since its equal to 50mg of oxy. That's what my budget would max out too, and it all came spiraling out of control. I've never met ONE long-term successful hardcore drug addict. They always lose it all, but you can stay in denial if you want. Give me a burner email and I'll check back on you in a few years, you probably won't even be alive after switching to "heroin" which is all just fet now.
Get help before it's too late.