>>1797973Calm down anon, no need to have a melt down. I just mean that it isn't normal or healthy to feel so strongly about a woman who you've only ever seen while she's LARPing as an anime girl online and who you've never met and never will meet.
Now I'm sure you'll come up with something like "IT ISN'T AN ACT SHE'S JUST BEING HERSELF", but the reality is that this is her job and her success is based on how much people like her. In all likeliness she emphasizes certain sides of her while downplaying or hiding other sides, sides that you may not like. She's probably not playing a character but that doesn't mean that the way she acts while streaming represents who she is irl accurately.
Face it, you don't really know her anon.
That doesn't mean you can't enjoy her of course. If watching her makes your life more pleasent, by all measn go ahead. But when you go full unironic parasocial relationship like you're doing now, you need to check yourself.
