>>17122569I'm not interested in men.
>>17122758Well, I guess I'm a fucking idiot. I genuinely believed that there's finally something for me out there and I fell for it. I guess I was wrong. There really is nothing. Cover just exploited my naivete. I stopped watching anime in the last few years and to me this was the last form of media I enjoyed. I was into "cute girls doing cute things" and it was natural that I'd enjoy idol stuff. Or even just the dream of it. I was never interested in the chuuba's private lives. But I came for the image, the dream, and the fantasy, and it nourished my idealism about life and the world. I genuinely respected and thought highly of these girls (Myth). I thought they were extremely talented and saw vtubing as an artform in which they excelled. But I guess that doesn't matter, because there will be male collabs, there will be Holostars and all the other bullshit I was never into. I never watched any other form of streamers or gave a single fuck about them. I don't even know who popular streamers are except something as obvious as pewdiepie.
Cover squeezed us all like a lemon, and now they're throwing us away. That's the bottom line. I didn't support them to watch men, to watch male collabs or collabs of any sort for that matter. And I thought they understood that, that they understood who their audience is and why we're watching them. This shows that they did but don't care. It shows they're an amoral, cynical, exploitative and vile company. And I hate them. I hate them for lying to me, for exploiting me, for making me believe there's some actual goodness out there. This was my last shred of trust in anything. I believed in the dream. I just wanted to watch Gura laugh, or listen to Ina lull me to sleep. I wanted to believe and did believe there's still good people, good women, out there. But there are not. There is no one out there. I was and am completely alone. There is nothing but evil out there.
God, please let the War start. Please.
