>>17338752Same. I really enoyed her even at first since I'm weak to underdogs and the low tones of her voice hit me in right ways.
After that the alcohol shit looked like she was trying to get into the Lamy meme, and it was fine until she started saying she had no issues, she could "stop when she wanted" and shit. I think it's a good measure move to take a step aside from her fandom with those facts.
It'a funny since on one of her tea strams i think, she said that she drinks not for the taste but for the "feeling", and no one thought it was a problem, just another quirk of hers or something. That's the biggest red flag for an alcoholic, and lo and behold, she fucks up some weeks after thanksnto the "drankies".
Get rehab mori. Family and friends started like you and ended up dead.