>>1814976Thanks anon, I'm very much okay. I've been told by many people in my life to stay off /vt/, but sometimes I do like to come here to vent my frustrations lol. It broke me a bit when my audience asked me to collab more so they could see me grow when I care about interacting with my audience far more than I care about chasing clout pretending to be some bigshot's friend.
My numbers haven't staggered, I'm growing at a pretty steady pace and i love my viewer-base, but sometimes it's hard not to get discouraged when you see people pop out of nowhere and get super popular just because they climbed the stupid collab 4 free exposure social ladder.
I'm not looking for big money out of vtubing and I don't really care about being sUpEr PopUlAr so I don't actually know why I'm upset.
