Hello Mori, I have a lot of respect and admiration for you. You honestly intimidate me, but at the same time you are so intriguing. I believe you are what happens when you cross raw talent with extreme dedication and hard work. I love your songwriting. It honestly might be some of the most clever and creative writing I've ever seen. I love how you can just listen to your songs and discover something new you hadn't considered or realised every time you listen to them. I love your double meanings, metaphors, clever word play in both english and japanese, self-aware style and use of even more techniques that I didn't even know about. It's not for everyone but I think you're a great artist who deserves a good amount of recognition. (I feel like there's also such a thing as too much recognition.)
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I think you are inspiring. You've had a positive impact on my life.
My own perfectionism often prevents me from doing much. If I don't believe I can get it right I generally won't even start. You've gotten me motivated to get stuff done and move out of my comfort zone. I'm getting one thing done everyday now. It's not much and sometimes I fail but a start is a start. Rome wasn't built in a day but even then I think I should do better. Don't believe that's just my perfectionism speaking. I've started working out again (in any way I can because gyms are still closed) and I am working on getting my drivers license. This is when I start sucking so I can stop sucking.
You've made me realize just how sick and tired of my mundane day to day life I really am. Time for my slow and steady eb and flow to subside as well. I'm moving out of my house in a number of months so that I can rent a place with a friend and finally have some say in my life. We're renting together because doing it solo would be too expensive.
(unintended verses incoming, cue the beat! figuratively but literally is also fine.)
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I intend to quit my shitty job when that time comes.
But then what will I do? I've got no freaking clue.
'How will things turn out?', my very phrasing says all.
It's finally time for a change. shouldn't care for the fall.
Hesitation is defeat, as is known to us nerds.
I guess I'll find out, Actions louder than words.
I can say a lot of garbage but at the end of the day,
it comes down to what I do so stop being taken away.
The problem isn't having too little, but it's having too much.
Stop holding onto everything, you should lose that damn clutch.
My immobility's been plaguing me, my life too much ease
I'm getting tired of my life just being a breeze.
Your character and your story, they give me inspiraton
but you'll only get so far without the dedication.
I'm sure you've had your doubts, some qualms and regrets.
But you still continued, deserves my respect.
You've given me a rolemodel and some clarity in life,
Dead beats I suggest you join, time to start your own life.
My words turned into verses, never happened to me
it's actually kinda fun, that's just how it be.
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Very random. It just happened but I'm pretty happy with the result. Hope people like it.
I find your story inspiring. Seems you've had it pretty rough. I'm certain life's been unfair to you. Don't know if you look back fondly on everything or if you're proud of all the things you've done, but I think you should be. The road must have been lonely. I'm very glad you've found such a good friend in Kiara. She seems to have had it rough too. I would like you to give her a present. I added 20 extra. I figure she will appreciate a present from her friend more than some random money from a stranger. You've already said you've been very happy since joining hololive and I definitely believe you when you say that and I'm very happy for you, but I still don't think you're all the way there yet. You self-depricate, as is your trademark. Sure, it's funny, but sometimes it feels a bit too real and it kind of hurts to hear it. Your mind, thoughts and feelings are yours and yours alone and I understand that. So please forgive me for my selfish prying. I feel that sometimes, there are certain words you need to hear, even if you've already heard them or logically deduced them yourself. And I would like to say them in my own way.