>>17926629I hope you read this, because I'm fucking mad.
Your streams the last few weeks have been god awful. Every stream is invaded by the most attention starved, gossip hungry, shitty dregs of VShojo's fanbase, begging for a little bit more detail on your relationship. She's constantly advertising it on her stream. You gave her the streamer role in the server so everyone can see you together on the sidebar and know exactly what you're doing when you go on mobile. You keep doing this cutesy beat around the bush thing, bringing up "that vye bye chick". But it's not cute, it's fucking annoying.
I'm not a fan of Vei. She's a boring loser. A shit tier vtuber who got successful during a time when twitch vtubing was a barren wasteland, and now coasts along using the videos she found along the way as content. I couldn't give a shit about her.
I also couldn't give a shit about who you're fucking. I don't really want to hear it whether it's Vei or someone else.
But the two of you advertise it so blatantly and constantly that I can't help but be reminded of it every time I tune in. I don't want to hear it. I'm not some /vt/ retard. I don't want gossip about streamer X and streamer y. You're professional online clowns, not the hot highschool couple.
I hoped it would calm down, but today you proved that it isn't going to.
You both have proven yourselves completely incapable of keeping your relationship private and off stream. But today, in top of all that, you now have the gall to claim that streamers who do manage to keep it private should be more honest because you're upset that you're getting shit? How did you come up with such a bone headed opinion? They are able to manage their public and private lives effectively and don't have a problem with their fanbase, but you think they need to change their behavior? They're the ones doing it wrong because people are still happy with their content? After ruining your streams with this inane teenage "will-they won't-they" bullshit, how the fuck do you come up with this?
If lacari has a girlfriend, I don't care, because he still streams League.
If tectone has a wife, I don't care, because his streams still have anime jpegs.
If roflgator has a girlfriend, even if it's a mute, I don't care, because I can still sit and watch a roflgator stream with multiple other mutes appearing every 5 seconds, and his moderators at least make an effort to oust the weirdos.
Nobody is mad at you for having a girlfriend. Get over yourself. People are mad because they don't care that you have a girlfriend. They're mad because the content they subscribed to is gone and replaced by this bullshit that they don't care about. They're mad because you and your community have been unrecognisable the last few weeks, and it's all because your femanon crush started paying attention to you, and she's somehow even less capable of being a responsible adult than you.
I'm embarrassed to say this now, but I was worried about you. I thought Vei was taking advantage of you, pushing her audience to gossip more to farm interest and get attention because you were hot shit for a minute, and that was wrecking the vibes in your stream. I thought you had a fanboy crush and were too enamored to see how fucked her attitude has been. For a little bit the word grooming popped into my head, because you seemed more and more and more isolated and willing to make changes in such a stupidly short amount of time.
Now I think that if you think other streamers relationships should be this way, then you're too stupid to be worth worrying about. I kind of hope you are being isolated from your friends, because this attitude you've developed can be seriously harmful to people.
You seriously need to self reflect, and realise how completely fucked your relationship already is. You can't have this attitude that it's perfect and everyone else should do it the way you're doing it, when clearly it's fucking with you, and it's fucking with your fans. The least you should do now is try to reign in your chat and get streams back on track. Remove Vei from that part of the equation and keep things more private. She doesn't need to be in your discord, she doesn't need you on her desktop background. At the very least enforce the one actual chat rule you have; don't let her tell you what to do. That way when the shit hits the fan you might still have some fans left.
I don't want to be mean in this email, I just want to get through to you that what's happening isn't normal or healthy, neither professional or romatically. I've had a lot of emotional investment in this stream. You and chat have helped me through some rough times, and I want it to return to what it was.
For now though, I'm done. 15 month sub, viewer for even longer, and I'm gone, because of your direct actions. I'm not some parasocial. I'm not mad that you're not single. I just don't recognise this any more, and I'm not interested in what it's become. It's not me. It's you.
