It’s hard to exactly put into words how all this shit going on makes me feel. I’m not a unicorn, I’m not a fandead, I don’t even have an oshi in the first place, but I get it. I get the sheer level of loneliness that drives these hopeless saps to buy into the GFE shit these chuubas sell. In that sense, the only difference between me and a typical unicorn is that I knew that kind of delusion would end up ruining me in the long run, so I had to exert a large degree of self-control not to fall prey to it. It could have been me though, on a real bad day; at my lowest point, someone could maybe have targeted me specifically, and then there’d really be no more hope for me. So even though I have no real horse in this race, I strongly emphasize with the folks who got it down bad, and I guess I wish things weren’t like this. I wish dating wasn’t so goddamn hard right now that lonely bastards didn’t have to resort to buying into a false narrative just to keep from roping. A part of me does kind of wish there would exist a girl who cared about her career (and her fans by association) to the extent she could resist chad dick long enough till she retired. Maybe that was part of my hope, that those kind of women weren’t as uncommon as I’d thought, and that my own prospects finding such a girl wouldn’t be as bleak. Still, as much as it sucks to be reminded that such a thing couldn’t be true, I really just wish things were different.