>>18169121>Why is sincerity always punished?Because we're men. We are expendable and exist to be used and abused. We don't matter. That's the conclusion I reached.
What drew me into vtubing was the notion that there are actual good women out there, but that just like us most of them got dealt a shitty hand in life, or were shy, or ugly, or otherwise just didn't fit in with the normalfaggot horde. I saw vtubing as something beneficial to them and us, a chance to connect based on mutual interests. I thought they understood and were a part of the culture and that they understood us. I saw stuff like GFE, or general teasing and fanservice as them just being nice to us because we're nice to them. Good feelings all around, going in circles. Mutual support. But none of that was true in the slightest. They, like all women, are just exploiting us and see us as nothing more than paypigs at best. I'm willing to bet that behind the scenes they genuinely hate and despise us, and laugh at us. Because we're useful idiots, nothing more. There is no distinction between a whore a thot and a vtuber in the end. A woman is a woman is a woman. I'm an older guy and for me this was the last place for idealism. I truly respected and admired these girls and thought that they are simply better than the common roastie. But nope. If Rushia exploited the hell out of her gachikoi for four years while being fucked, having a bf and all, and on top of that demanding absolute loyalty from her fans and playing up the obsessive yandere gf angle what hope is there? There never was any hope. It was all always just a lie, just them laughing at us and taking our money and affection.
All I can think of now is in which way this or that girl is lying. Because there's no way that she isn't. I've lost faith completely. If even something like this is full of cynical whores, that just means that there really is nobody out there and never was. Men are utterly alone. I am alone. You are alone. And we will live and die alone. Women are incapable of love, loyalty or affection. They just fake it while it gets them free money and free labor from men, and the moment you are no longer needed they will discard you. In vtubing they merely pretended to understand for instance, and that's how they do things in their whole lives. We are just beasts of burden to them.
Rushia and Mori have completely destroyed vtubing for me. And women as a whole. I just can't deal with this anymore, it's always the same. I refuse to deal with it. Women are monsters, pure monsters that just resemble humans. There is no other thing to do but to work a shit job, go home and repeat, and then one day die. Because there's nobody out there. Cucks are a plenty and nobody can change that. They will defend Rushia, Mori and laugh at "le incel" in a vain effort to please their masters, and they will side with them. They'll post this or that about "toxic idol culture" and whatnot because they've been buckbroken a long time ago, and can't even understand that these women should be held to a standard. It's le oppresive after all, right?
Mori made me hate women. Rushia made me hate women. Vtubing made me hate women. Everything MGTOWs, incels, saints, witch hunters, muslims, philosophers and so on said about women was true. They deserve to hurt, they deserve to be torn to pieces and thrown to the dogs. They are not really human. And I will never in my life offer help, a kind word or deed to any woman regardless of age or status of (faked) personality.
Now, let us go home, and wait to die.
