>>18188141>>18188323I know it's true
even if the other fags in my oshi's general say I'm being too much of a schizo and I shouldn't care that much, I can't help but do it
my gut feeling keeps warning me but I suppress it trying to rationalize away
the rrats plant seeds of doubt in my head that never go away and bloom over time
I don't think I'll genuinely ever be able to trust the female gender in my life
I hate women so fucking much and as time goes by it only gets worse and I still want to be with them for some reason, sometimes I wish there were a way to shut down the desires
