>some people on this board actually thought that they were anything more than a name on a screen to streamers
I don't know what's worse: the fact you thought you could buy your way into love, or that you thought a foreigner was saving themselves for you.
Couldn't have just been another form of entertainment. You just had to inject your own parasocial delusions into it. Incredibly embarrassing. When you recuperate your losses, consider investing in a strong rope.