You anon. Yes you. Stop donating to vtubers. To any vtubers. Don't get their membership. Don't buy them presents. Don't draw them pictures. Don't make clips because of them. Don't make music for them. Don't make animation for them. Don't shill them. Don't spend too much time on them. What the rushia accident have shown is that most of them hate you. They all don't love you. They are just roleplaying. As they say, they are just playing a character. All of this isn't real. Love yourself.