Is having an oshi the ultimate cuckold?

I cannot think or comprehend of anything more cucked than having an oshi. Think about it rationally. You are watching, donating, and supporting her from the debut only so she can go and get ravaged by another man. All the support you put into her and all the streams you watch for her ends in only one simple result: She gets fucked in every hole by another man at the end of the night.

Donated her tons of money? Great. Who benefits? If you're lucky, a random man who had nothing to do with her upbringing, who marries her, and gets to fuck her every night.

It is the ULTIMATE cuck move. Think about it logically