>>1928432Here is the difference. Ollie always seems to be appreciative of what she has. Anyone is happy to have good numbers, that's not numberfagging. But Ollie doesn't make it a core part of her identity, it's just another milestone or achievement to celebrate for her. She doesn't need nor want to be the biggest or the richest but she is proud of her accomplishments and there's nothing wrong with that.
Chicken, however, is obsessed with numbers and specifically subscriber numbers. She's one of the most subscribed people in the company and to her it doesn't matter because she's not number 1. When she hits 1 million do you think she'll truly care? No, because she'll still be behind others and she knows she'll never hit that "most subscribed" milestone even though subs aren't what bring money (as shown by her being one of the highest SC earners). She can't ever be happy or proud of what she has because for her what she has is never enough. She whines and sobs over how "everyone hates her" when everything from her subscriber count to her SC earnings shows the opposite but because she's not as popular as Gura or Korone none of that matters because she's massively insecure and sees not being number 1 as a failure. Early on Marine had a talk with her in Discord telling her not to worry so much about any of that and naturally it failed to get through.
That is the difference between Ollie and Kiara when it comes to numbers. One is grateful for what she has, the other isn't, feels entitled to more and looks at everything like a competition she has to win. That's the difference.
