>>19576410>I do indeed wonder if being the lowest subscribed / viewed of Council has caused her some mental anguish or greatly discouraged her.My theory is yes.
Kiara had the same issue.
When you're in a small group of 5 and each generation is meant to be viewed as a collective whole, if you're last in popularity compared to your closest co-workers it WILL play on your mind to a degree.
Then her dog died, which was probably real but she took like nearly a whole month off for it.
I feel during this time she reflected on things and realised that she wasnt cut out for this vtuber thing and her heart genuinely isnt in it.
She tried to give it another go with pokemon, but lets be honest, she was probably going to play that anyway when it came out since shes a huge pokemon fan, she was just able to stream it.
Now pokemon permissions have ended she has nothing to stream, no games she cares about and has probably unironically given up trying to "rescue" what she perceives as failure. Its only been 6 months and if she actually put in effort, collabed a lot more she could easily boost her numbers and settle into a comfortable niche. Problem is after 6 months she still hasnt found her niche because she just doesnt stream enough. You cant have marathon pokemon streams be your only point of difference compared to other girls. Especially as pokemon games get shittier and shittier
