>>20799774She grew up on a culture of comedy which integrated black culture into white media, but also during the era of shock humor so that niggerisms became normalized. After the cancel culture wave of 2010 she felt that her upbringing was being personally attacked and needed to latch onto a subculture that justified keeping a strong part of her life growing up as part of her identity.
It's also why she acts like a retard, to justify her love of Adam Sandler
