>>2129009>being around people she can genuinely trust may boost her confidenceShe has IRL friends, and they are nice people who help her out with moving, fix stuff in her house, hanging out, learning new instruments, or even cook for her.
But reaching that level of trust with someone, anyone really, is something she desperely looks for but also has a really hard time doing.
She usually assumes the best intentions out of people, is easy to talk to, and is willing to give a 2nd chance to anyone, but reaching that level of deep trust would also make her vulnerable.
What I'm trying to say is that I doubt she could reach that level of trust even while being around the ENs that live in NA for off collabs. You remember that she mentioned she had a childhood friend with whom she went to travel? she's a really really close friend, yet not even her is in that circle of trust where she can open up about her issues freely.
