>>21754407Growing up a neighbor moved in when I was 9, them a year younger, and after hormones kicked in when I turned to a teenager the years of being forced to behave or beaten for not meeting expectations put it in my head that if you want something in this world you take it regardless of what anyone else cares. Also my dad probably forced his dick in my mouth can't remember blacked out on that one.
Never actually raped her though apparently I have enough empathy to recognize fear and discuss before kicking someone to the ground and doing something actually stupid
Then when we were 17 after years of being friends, not being friends, she's in my bed telling me that the only reason she's stuck around is because she sees me as a tool. Not really sure what kind of tool I was exactly, maybe an escape from her shitty home situation because for enough time I could act like her friend, I just wanted more and apparently I wasn't a even person in her eyes so what does it matter.
Can you imagine someone you've thought was your friend straight saying they see you as a tool? Would turn a weaker willed loser into an actual rapist.
