It has been literal months since I've actually sat down and watched a stream. It's not like I hate the vtubers I watch, but just sitting around for 2 - 3 hours waiting for them to talk about something interesting or do something interesting is just a waste of time, as opposed to just watching a highly edited, streamlined clip compilation or something.

I can't tell if I just have a zoomer brain that needs constant exciting shit happening or If I'm just a human who values their time, but either way I think it makes me a shit fan which is a bit of a bummer. It hurts seeing my oshi have such a low view-count sometimes and I know I should support them more, but whats the point if I don't enjoy 80% of their actual content?